Dear reader,
I have felt like no one cares no one listens no one cares like I have no on to turn to like I don't have anyone to tell my feelings to and that I just would like one person to look to when I feel like this not someone who tore my family apart I want nothing to do with them or their family just someone who will tell me its ok when I feel like I'm dying just someone who cares enough to keep my world from crashing down around my shoulders and to say that I'm beautiful no matter what anyone says and if I'm trying to hurt myself to pry the knife out of my hands to keep me from jumping off that bridge no matter how much I want to make